Yes, I am very familiar with that feeling. It does go away though, trust.
Sorry you are going through that, it is hard to deal with sometimes but it does get better!
MMO
just about everyone i've known my whole life thinks somethings wrong with me because of my "abnormal thinking".
everyone is in agreement that there is something wrong with me.. i just keeping thinking i'm doing something wrong or i should be doing something different.
i don't feeling terrible about it or anything, just this nagging thing in me.
Yes, I am very familiar with that feeling. It does go away though, trust.
Sorry you are going through that, it is hard to deal with sometimes but it does get better!
MMO
i ran into an old friend spontaneously over the weekend.
(one of the few jws i actually considered a friend back in the day).
we were briefly catching up and she mentioned an elder in my old hall is now dfed.
Wow good for him! Glad he and his daughter are close now.
MMO
i saw it on friday night and loved it!
it was funny, sentimental and never dragged.
there were two theaters full of women.
I'm going to see it on Wednesday with a friend, I can't wait!!
MMO
the definition of fear in the dictionary is " a feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence of imminence of danger.
" another dictionary i have states the definition as , " an unpleasant emotion caused by exposure to danger, expectation of pain, etc.
a state of alarm .
Mr. Flipper,
I completely agree with your comments and I'm so glad you didn't stay in when you went back after 9/11. I would be lying if I said I didn't think about going back after that happened. Talk about for all the wrong reasons hey? Not b/c it's the truth, b/c your scared. Yeah, I guess that is how they rope them in!
MMO
all i did was step up my workout from an hour walk to running....i woke up i couldnt stand on my left knee/leg.
i postponed goin to have it checked out hoping it would go away.....started hopping around on one leg and finally got it checked out.
(canadian hospitals ..omg....unbelievalbe...checked in at 2300hrs, doctor looked at me at 10am.
Yes it was painful and not a whole lot of fun but that is behind me now...thankfully.
I found out during physio that one of the reasons this happened was b/c my legs muscles were too weak to hold the knee properly so my hips and knees were doing too much work and it was wearing them down. Of course I couldn't work out to strengthen my leg muscles b/c my knees were so bad so it was kind of a catch 22. I was taught a lot of stretches I have to do every day and it really works. I am on the road to recovery. I hope the same for you!
MMO
i mean i use public restrooms...even gas station restrooms on occassions and they never smelled like the assembly bathrooms.
i thought that they were suppose to be clean people????.
just thought i'd ask....
Gross!
i'm sending a package to my parents and am including a letter.
tell me what you think.. "mom and dad,.
this is a list of what is contained in this box:.
Good for you for sticking up for yourself!! Sounds like it is long overdue!
MMO
all i did was step up my workout from an hour walk to running....i woke up i couldnt stand on my left knee/leg.
i postponed goin to have it checked out hoping it would go away.....started hopping around on one leg and finally got it checked out.
(canadian hospitals ..omg....unbelievalbe...checked in at 2300hrs, doctor looked at me at 10am.
I didn't tear my cartiledge (sp?) but I hurt both of my knees really badly at the beginning of the year. They swelled up so much I could hardly wear pants and I had trouble walking, going up stairs and even standing. I went to physio for almost 3 hours a week for four months and I have just recently been given the green light to start exercising moderately again. I was pretty scared I needed surgery. They are thankfully much better but certainly not 100%.
Have you seen a physiotherapist? Mine was amazing!
MMO
the definition of fear in the dictionary is " a feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence of imminence of danger.
" another dictionary i have states the definition as , " an unpleasant emotion caused by exposure to danger, expectation of pain, etc.
a state of alarm .
Fear used to rule my life for many years. I lived my life constantly paranoid about the end coming and what would happen to me etc. I remember when 9/11 happened I thought the end was here, I didn't sleep for weeks and fear as well as guilt consumed me.
It took many years but I can honestly say my life is 95% fear-free (of those types of things anyhow) and I have made peace with the whole thing. I'm not sure what specifically made me change, but at some point I just accepted my fate and decided to live my life now to the fullest. Of course I no longer believe in that religeon whatsoever so I don't worry about the same kinds of things that I did before.
It feels great but I can honestly sympathize with anyone who is consumed by fear b/c that was me most of my life.
MMO
i was standing in line at the grocery store today and looked next to me, there was a woman about 60, its been 23 degrees celsius here so.
the capri's are out.
anyways you notice the legs and she has about a 5in by 4in tattoo on the side of her leg.
I like tatoos on some guys if they have the look if you know what I mean...always been a sucker for the bad boys! Gotten me into some trouble on more than one occasion...
But I don't generally like them on women. I don't think I would ever get one. I'm not saying never, but I haven't had the inkling up until this point.
MMO